Chad: Tourette’s Syndrome
Cannabis is helping control my tics and get my off Zoloft.
My name is Chad and cannabis has helped me with Tourette’s, Anxiety, and OCD.
At around 10 years old I began doing these weird movements with my eyes, head and neck. Back then Tourette’s wasn’t as well known as it is today. My family used to lovingly tell me to “stop doing that thing with your eyes”.
These tics continued off and on and in my late teens/early twenties they were accompanied by bad anxiety. It was a very dark time in my life. In 2002 (at the age of 22) I was officially diagnosed with Tourette’s, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and OCD.
They wanted me to try an anti-psychotic, but I was not comfortable with that. The next is to try anti-depressants which can help anxiety, depression, and calm tics. I went on Wellbutrin. After 3 weeks I became very depressed and suicidal. I was in a very dark place. I went off it immediately and stayed off pharmaceuticals for a couple of years before gathering the courage to try Zoloft. The first few weeks were rough, but it eventually brought me relief.
After five years, it was taking a toll on my body and I wanted to come off. This is when the drug revealed its ugly side…I was very unstable, extremely irritable, angry, sad, and the dreaded “brain zaps.” I was so uncomfortable, I gave up trying to reduce the dose. Unfortunately, my body was under the control of this drug.
Fast forward to December of 2016. My wife has some thyroid issues, headaches and trouble sleeping. My brother told me about Rick Simpson oil. With the rapid expansion of social media, I began seeing the testimonies of folks who had been treating a substantial amount of ailments using concentrated cannabis oil (or Rick Simpson oil). After researching and learning about the oil, I chatted with my wife about possibly having her try it.
Being that I used to be a wake-n-bake, all day smoker in my late teens and my wife never really smoked cannabis, I volunteered to do a test run of this oil to gauge its effects. After ingesting the oil a few times I noticed that my tics were substantially reduced and my anxiety was very, very much calmed down. She tried it as well, but it didn’t do much for her thyroid. It’s also challenging to dose and she doesn’t like the psychoactive effects. She has since began taking CBD oil, and this is where the story really shifts toward what cannabis has done for my condition…
I continued taking the oil and taking notes along the way. My brother had a vape cartridge with a hybrid strain oil in it. When I asked to try it, it was like a miracle. The immediate relief was almost unbelievable.
My tics settled and my anxiety was substantially reduced. This is important to me because anxiety causes tics, and tics cause anxiety. It’s a very unpleasant circular situation for me. But vaping that oil was just amazing. Unlike waiting hours for the concentrated cannabis oil to kick in (who’s bioavailability depends on what you’ve eaten as well as your metabolism), the vape was almost instant relief. Needless to say, I switched over to vaping.
I’ve been vaping prefilled cannabis oil cartridges for about 8 months. I’m down to 50mg per day of my Zoloft and I feel great! My goal is to ween off the Zoloft completely. Cannabis not only provides immediate relief from my tics and anxiety, it’s helping me ween off the Zoloft, it takes away my carpal tunnel pain/inflammation, gives me an amazing night of sleep and does far more for my health than SSRI medication. The best part of all is that this is a natural, God given plant with an exhaustive list of medical benefits, as opposed to a man made pharmaceutical that has controlled my mental health for over a decade with ravenous side effects.
I’ve found that Sativa dominant hybrid strains work best for me. Blue Dream is the one I’ve narrowed it down to thus far, although I do mix it up for tolerance reasons.